Sleep

All I want for Thanksgiving is some sleep....
swear I have not had a good night sleep in like a week. I know this don't matter to most I know but omg I HAVE TO HAVE MY SLEEP!!! I am getting soo moody and mad over the stupidest things in a second. So not like me at all. And instant tears, what is that? My friend Missy knew me for four years before she saw me cry. I just don't do it, who cares why. Any ideas? At this point I would bathe in Miracle Whip, I don't care, I want sleep.

My Few

"There was a definite process by which one made people into friends, and it involved talking to them and listening to them for hours at a time." Rebecca West (1892-1983)

Over the span of my life I have met many many people, and well a lot of 'friends'. But there are very few of them that ever became a true friend in my eyes. I can count them on one hand. Not that the others have all done something to disprove themselves, it just takes a rare person, a special person to be a true friend. Abe, Nancy, Nikki, Michelle, and Vicki.... these are my favored few. But today I am focusing on one in particular... she will know who I am talking about here.

I met her almost 12 years ago while buying a car. I just knew within minutes she would be a friend. Not sure why, as honestly we are very different people. We have had A LOT of very good times, as well as seen each other through a lot of trying times as well. There is this understanding she has of me that few do, as she did not have any family connections growing up either. I mean she lived in a set family, unlike me, but it was made clear to her she was not a part of it. Which well I got a lot too through many of the families I lived with, how grateful we should be for what they had given us.

We have had our ups and downs, times we did not talk to each other, but something always came up when we needed the other. And even if we were in one of them moments we were not talking, the other was the first one we called upon. For we know the other will always be there, no matter. And well I can go on and on to make a point, the true point is that I am grateful to have such a gift in my life. And I just want her to know I love her :)

SONY

I am soooo FRUSTRATED with sony at this point. All flipping night to patch last night, then I get booted and locked out tonight. Sure somehow or another this is Delvina's fault or doing :) But ticked with SOE to the point WOW is looking rather good again. Damn game anyhow.

Respect

I try to respect most people, although I actually do believe it is something that is earned. I do not go out of my way to disrespect them I guess is more accurate. But then there are those few people you meet in life or in this case game that truelly earn your respect for one reason or another. One person in particular helped me quite a bit when I first started playing EQ2 and well he still is always there when I need him. Extremely unselfish by nature. I have nothing but respect for him as a player although I have no relation to him outside the game.
More recently however I have begun playing with another member in our guild that I have also come to very much respect. And I guess I really first realized it last night while playing. I usually first ask if anybody would like or needs help with anything. Just something I enjoy doing, and something that was done for me which really helped a lot. Anyhow that is a whole different issue. When I asked last night, this guy perked up. It is very rare he asks for my help, as he is usually out helping others as well unless we are together in our usual group doing our thing. He said he needed help with MOA trials, so off I went. On the way however it occured to me... he has finished that quest chain... ?? What is going on with that? So I asked him, his response was.. "I have but you haven't." He got a whole group together and low and behold all I have left to do is raid and I got my MOA done. He got absolutely nothing out of it, as usual, just the joy of helping someone. Now that is someone to respect :)
There are others of course, and they know who they are, at least I hope they do!!!

Comments

Well there have not been any comments posted on my last post. But there have been a lot of comments. I am not gonna change it, this is not a photo of what I look like at present. And definitly NOT how I wear my hair, lol. Anyways that is as far as I am gonna go on that subject, and as far as I am concerned this topic is closed.

Cyndher

This caught my eye this morning.... those of you who play eq with us will understand, the rest of ya... what are you waiting for go buy the game already -- slackers. Anyhow, was sorting through some photos on my pc today for my next print order and ran across this photo. Of course Mel wasn't here and Asa isn't here anymore, nobody to show. Don't you hate that? Firt thought that came to my mind was "OMG, That is Cyndher with brown hair. I just need to put a daisy in her hair." Too funny, guess ya had to be there :p